tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2818569792527986659.post210888257342351895..comments2014-07-18T02:47:43.625-04:00Comments on First Time Second Time: Sudden memoriesLynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11122162501533289888noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2818569792527986659.post-89410899627895839102010-06-01T11:52:29.849-04:002010-06-01T11:52:29.849-04:00Sorry it's taken me so longto get tho this, my...Sorry it's taken me so longto get tho this, my blog reading gets away from me sometimes!<br /><br />My birth was so long and awful and I've never been able to push aside the memories of any of it. Perhaps because of this, the 1 year mark was not any more difficult. What I find most difficult is reading the birth stories that go the way I had wanted. I still seethe with anger that they get something that I wanted. <br /><br />Oh, and I had a gastrointestinal bug this weekend and that brought me RIGHT BACK to my labor. Shudder.nutellahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13661028395569948111noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2818569792527986659.post-24323234503612998012010-05-27T00:24:13.205-04:002010-05-27T00:24:13.205-04:00i'm interested in hearing more, because in som...i'm interested in hearing more, because in some ways, i feel very similar. GP's first birthday was hard for me. it's like the entire experience started rushing back in the days leading up it. i would be interested to know how you feel as the time goes on. <br /><br />and i agree, i've thought before that a more ideal birth experience would help somehow with the feelings about the birth experience i had. but something stood out to me, that you didn't say directly, or perhaps you meant to say covertly. but it wasn't my birth. it was her birth. and perhaps that is the piece i need to remember. i already had my birth, years and years ago. <br /><br />and any next pregnancy will result in that child's birth. not my own. is that the part that is missing from this whole informed birthing society?gigglebluehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01496718846746524816noreply@blogger.com